I’m giving up ‘wrestling the 800-pound gorilla’.
Now before you start laughing at me, that “gorilla” represents my ties to my old job, my worries about getting another one, and my worries about letting-go of full-time employment and entering the tenous world of contracting work.
I feel that God is pulling on me to let go of the security afforded by a salaried job, and to REALLY start trusting him for just enough work to keep the bills paid. I am totally on-board with God that this is another time for major change in my life; just like it was to lose my job seventeen years ago. It was tough then, but maybe I’ve learned something in the intervening years.
When I can open my hands long enough to let go of this ‘gorilla’, I can feel a sense of liberation.
The thing is, I just have to let go long enough. But can I do it for forty days?